Blog

  • me am loss self identity

    shock
    I restarted my browser
    and now all my tabs are gone
    what happened?
    how can I access all the important stuff?
    where is my life?
    without my data I'm nothing
    how should I know who I am without the world telling me?
    how could I loose myself?
    maybe I've got a backup?
    nope, nothing's here
    not a single trace remains
    wait, there it is
    in the browser's chronic
    I can see glimpses of myself
    tab by tab
    I'm reopening my life
    wondering if I ever would be the same person again
  • creating generation

    The following text is rated CO for Creative Output and was generated by a CBM (Creative Brain Muscle). It is appropriate for any entity with language processing capability.

    1. (36x) time
    2. (26x) every like
    3. (24x) take day
    4. (22x) next
    5. (19x) snail blog
    6. (18x) one can around
    7. (17x) little construction
    8. (15x) never rhyming numbers
    9. (14x) going week will change penguin
    10. (13x) post sometimes creative work
    11. (12x ) feel life study site still summer end
    12. (11x ) now looking Megatron plus minus slime need cooperation yet
    13. (10x) Optimus lost way reading plant posts want get big book assignment grateful know least two days detour

    Including data up until 15.10.2025.
    With contribution from apricot.

  • Takenoko no haiku

    cracking wood
    devouring bamboo by the tonne
    lazily sleeping

    — the panda

    frantic digging
    pouring love into every plant
    sweating profusely

    — the gardener

    oblivious wandering
    striding through the garden
    maintaining the illusion

    — the emperor

    Wikipedia: Takenoko (board game)

  • Review week 48/2025

    Grateful

    • My ability to convey something that impacts my mental and/or physical health into something creative like a blog post.

    Failure

    • Yet another day of many at the office leaving me completely exhausted and drained of every ounce of energy.

    Take Away/Doing Next

    • Days like these are one reason why I’m quitting my job.
  • beaded petits cétacés

    These little whales might look awfully delicious, but are actually swimming around. At least they look like they would want to swim around 😁 Somehow I managed to keep them still long enough for this photo shoot.

    These whales were inspired by the little cakes known as “petits fours” and come with matching toppings like a candied cherry, chopped hazelnuts, a slice of lemon or a pistachio.

    Source: The German instructions can be found in Heart Bead Nr. 14 (06/2014) on pp. 26-28.

  • P O S T under construction




    | ___/
    | |
    |_|
     ______________
    /XXXXXXXXXXXXXX|
    | |X| |_|
    | |X|
    / |X|
    |X|
    | | | | |X|
    \ \__/ / |X|
    \____/ |_|
     


    \__ \
    ____) |
    \____/



    | |
    | |
    |_|
    |###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|
    |###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|
    |###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|###|
    building a new P O S T for you
    in the meantime please keep a save distance from the construction site
  • noisy office

    me sitting at the computer
    me trying to concentrate
    me in a room with people constantly talking
    me at another's desk
    me trying to explain something
    me surrounded by ongoing discussions
    me reading my e-mails
    me trying to get things done
    me in an environment of loud noises
    me finally at home
    me trying not to collapse
    me exhausted from being at the office
  • silencio Bruno

    hello, it’s me, your inner voice

    I’m here to remind you, that you can’t do that

    you’re not qualified enough

    you’re lacking ambition

    you haven’t what it takes to do that

    nobody will give a shit

    it won’t work

    don’t bother even trying

    it is futile, so why even start?

    come on, we both know you can’t do that

    what, if something went wrong?

    you know what? it is pointless

    SHUT THE HELL UP!

  • Review week 47/2025

    Grateful

    • My deepest gratitude to each and everyone of you for liking my blog and helping me hit the 200 mark. Thank you for your continued support and for being a part of this amazing journey ❤️
    • I’m grateful for all the support I get during this very busy time.

    Failure

    • Having technology that should but won’t work on different devices, thus adding extra steps just to continue where I left off while switching from laptop to mobile phone or vice versa.

    Take Away/Doing Next

    • Keep reading articles for my master’s thesis while balancing the increasing demands from my day job.
  • beaded takos

    In animes they sometimes show these tiny, red octopuses, called “tako” in Japanese. When I found patterns for beaded takos I knew that I wanted a red one, like in animes 😄
    For its smaller counterpart I chose teal coloured beads. Together they look like they are trying out a new dance routine: to the left – to the right – rolling around!

    Takos are the classical filling in takoyaki, Japanese for “grilled octopus” and a very prominent featured street food in animes. So of course I also needed to make my own version of takoyaki 😁

    A takoyaki with a pick, ready to be eaten.

    Disclaimer: No beaded takos where harmed while making this takoyaki.
    Source: tako unknown; takoyaki own creation