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  • hungry dragon

    One little dragon with

    two heads eating

    three cakes,

    four cheesecakes,

    five tarts,

    six fairy cakes/cupcakes,

    seven brownies,

    eight doughnuts and

    nine cookies, sitting before

    ten empty plates.

  • Me3

    past me
    present me
    future me
    past me
    made choices
    present me
    is dealing with
    the consequences
    present me
    is making decisions
    future me
    is going to live
    with the outcomes
    past me never existed
    so who was past me
    to choose for
    present me?
    future me is never going to be
    so who is future me
    present me is
    setting the path for?
    I am present me
    the only me
    that truly ever exists

  • out of order

    shattered
    broken
    in pieces
    no clue
    can't repair
    worthless seams
    torn apart
    scattered
    fragments
    dissolved
    not to be fixed

  • art history

    { ^} {° °} {^ }

    the original
    (late gothic)
    the one and only, took months to create

    [ ö] [o o] [ö ]

    the copy
    (mid modernism)
    there are quite a few, each produced in a couple of weeks

    ( p) (0 0) (q )

    the reinterpretation
    (early postmodernism)
    printed on demand, available in our gift shop

  • Review week 50/2025

    Grateful

    • Enjoyed an exhibition I wanted to visit for over a month.

    Failure

    • Had difficulty sleeping a few nights in a row this week and was nearly constantly tired.

    Take Away/Doing Next

    • Trying some relaxation exercises and putting out some relaxing fragrance before going to bed.

  • talkimals

    blah blah blah

    baa baa baaaa

    meh     meh

    caw caw caw

    ribbit       ribbit

    mooo

    meow meow purr

    woof woof

    oink

    cock-a-doodle-doo

  • the bane of every sleep

    urging to get up
    to find the place
    where everything goes
    no consideration
    for the implications
    on the sleeper's needs
    deaf to any bargaining
    immune to most reasoning
    resistant to all opposing forces
    master of the cognitive
    usurper of the higher functions
    in the end gaining the upper hand

  • exploring the world

    soaring high
    feeling the wind
    under the wings
    greeting birds
    catching currents
    cursing planes
    traveling through air
    visiting lands
    marveling at the sea
    being free
    going wherever
    wanting to

  • add title here

    the blank mind
    does not know what to write
    everything sounds hollow and empty
    the blank page
    does dare to be written upon
    menacing on the screen
    the deadline
    does remind of the delivery
    coming nearer with every passing day

  • Review week 49/2025

    Grateful

    • I’m grateful for all the support I get during this trying and demanding time.

    Failure

    • Yet another incident at the office which left me completely drained resulting in the need for more sleep than usual because of sheer exhaustion.

    Take Away/Doing Next

    • Together with my colleague set priorities and focus on them before I leave the company.