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Tag: feeling

  • family gathering haiku

    coming together
    talking, laughing, having a good time
    being present

    — ideally

    sitting in the corner
    watching everyone enjoying themselves
    feeling overwhelmed

    — reality

  • exploring the world

    soaring high
    feeling the wind
    under the wings
    greeting birds
    catching currents
    cursing planes
    traveling through air
    visiting lands
    marveling at the sea
    being free
    going wherever
    wanting to

  • libido

    unrelenting force
    deep seated urge
    need to devour
    hunger for more
    never staying satisfied
    always searching
    to feel the high again
    only to begin anew

  • being aroace

    me not wanting to have kids
    me not feeling attraction
    me not understanding what all the fuss is about
    me failing to express myself
    why do I have to reproduce?
    why do I need to fall in love?
    why do I want to exchange bodily fluids?
    me failing to understand expectations
    me finding words
    me finding support
    me finding resources
    me finally able to talk
    me knowing I don't need to do anything
    me knowing there are others like me
    me knowing that I can contribute
    me feeling proud to be asexual

  • tireless

    Adjective

    tireless (comparative more tireless, superlative most tireless)

    1. Like in requiring no rest to regain one’s strength again.
      • Must be kinda hell of an energy drink.
    2. Like in enjoying to repeat the same task over and over again.
      • Could be considered boring by some people.
    3. Like in needing no tires to move around.
      • Yeah to getting to places on foot.

  • happy thought

    there it is
    this tiny little
    happy thought that
    makes you smile
    treasure that thought
    share that thought
    with every person
    willing to listen
    if only one
    other person is
    smiling, the world
    is already a

    better place

  • sometimes

    sometimes
    I feel lost
    and lonely
    like I'm all alone
    out there
    sometimes
    I feel the joy
    of the whole world
    resonating
    within me
    sometimes
    I feel the burden
    of being me
    among
    others
    sometimes
    I don't care
    what others
    think or say
    about me
    sometimes
    I feel to much
    and I do care
    what others
    do and say
    to me
    sometimes
    the world is
    a cruel place
    to live in
    sometimes
    I want peace
    and quiet
    without
    fighting
    sometimes
    I want
    belonging
    without
    outing
    sometimes
    I wish
    sometimes
    could be
    every time
    sometimes
    maybe
    all of us
    could be
    a little bit
    more inclusive

    for all of us

  • dissipation

    Do you feel the wind blowing?

    Or is the air standing still?

    Are you standing still?

    Or are you going somewhere?

    On which ground do you stand?

    Or on anything at all?

    Do you see the sky above?

    Or below?

    Do you eat eggs?

    Or do you hatch them?

    Can you catch a butterfly?

    Or transform into one?

    Can you tell me the time?

    Or has it already melted?

    How do you capture eternity?

    Or even a fleeting moment?

    Are you defining words?

    Or are you merely tossing them aside?

    I don’t know your name.

    Do you know mine?

  • slime matrix

    .. .. _@_°
    This is a snail.
    .. .. (° °) .. _@_°
    Now the snail has slimed so much it produced a slime.
    But slimes are creatures like you and me ... and like snails. They come in different varieties.
    (° °)
    round slime    		(^ ^)
    happy slime    		(- -)
    sleeping slime
    [° °]
    box slime    		/` ´\
    angry slime    		{~ ~}
    sick slime
    I° °I
    column slime    		|” “|
    frightened slime    		<= =>
    watchful slime

    Wikipedia: Slime (monster)
    in cooperation with a rhyming snail

  • being

    to feel myself I need to touch myself

    to touch myself I need to have a body

    to have a body means to take care of it

    to take care of it is a hassle

    some days