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Author: Si’ar Siyu

  • sometimes

    sometimes
    I feel lost
    and lonely
    like I'm all alone
    out there
    sometimes
    I feel the joy
    of the whole world
    resonating
    within me
    sometimes
    I feel the burden
    of being me
    among
    others
    sometimes
    I don't care
    what others
    think or say
    about me
    sometimes
    I feel to much
    and I do care
    what others
    do and say
    to me
    sometimes
    the world is
    a cruel place
    to live in
    sometimes
    I want peace
    and quiet
    without
    fighting
    sometimes
    I want
    belonging
    without
    outing
    sometimes
    I wish
    sometimes
    could be
    every time
    sometimes
    maybe
    all of us
    could be
    a little bit
    more inclusive

    for all of us

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    we come in piece
    all your post are belong to us

  • Publishing adjustments

    Thank you so much for your continued visits at my humble place. I love sharing my creative outbursts with you and I’m very grateful to see that you like them so much! 🥰

    Unfortunately the demands from my study course are ever increasing. Homework at least once or twice a week, even more articles to read and I’ve also started to work on my master’s thesis. All of this in addition to my day job.

    I’ve felt the pressure from all my current responsibilities for quite some time now and dealt with this in a few posts already. So to keep me from total breakdown some adjustments are necessary.

    Starting this week I will publish from Monday to Thursday while keeping the weekly review on Sunday. This way I can distribute my limited resources better without neglecting anything.

    Hope you are as curious as I am where this creative journey will take us and see you soon! 😄

  • Review week 39/2025

    Grateful

    • Many thanks to a rhyming snail providing content for this week. I don’t know how I would have managed without them.

    Failure

    • This week was packed with lectures giving me nearly no time for anything else. I barely managed to finish my homework and assignment on time.

    Take Away/Doing Next

    • Define and block time in my calendar reserved for study course work and blog posts respectively. Thus meeting deadlines and maintaining a regular update schedule, which under the given circumstances will be adjusted.

  • Welcoming a rhyming snail!

    As of this week a rhyming snail is joining me on my creative journey. We’ve known each other for quite a while and value each others imaginative ideas and inspirational thoughts. Multiple times casual conversations led to creative works. On some of these we worked together, on others either of us alone.

    So it was only a matter of time before a rhyming snail asked me if they might contribute to the blog on an irregular basis. To kick things off they’ve brought quite a delight with them for this week. 🥳

  • Review week 38/2025

    Grateful

    • I’m very grateful to all of my readers and celebrate the 100th like this week! 🎉

    Failure

    • While the workload from my study course is increasing, I’m starting to struggle keeping up the daily blog posts.

    Take Away/Doing Next

    • Exploring potential options and making necessary adjustments in my publishing routine.

  • summer’s end

    summer came
    summer went
    all that remains
    are warm memories
    of sunny days

  • lost definition

    long lost
    … a loss prolonged beyond it’s initial schedule

    short lost
    … a loss abridged to save time

    recently lost
    … a loss that freshly happened

    found lost
    … a loss that was now discovered

    just lost
    … a loss well deserved

    not lost
    … a loss that never happened

    prematurely lost
    … a loss that occurred before it’s time

    unlost
    … a loss undone

  • green gem spin drawing

    This week I went to an exhibition featuring Damien Hirst’s drawings and drafts on some of his works. Part of the exhibition was one go at his drawing machine and thus experiment with colours, chance and control.

    A sheet of paper is fixed onto a wooden disc which is then going to spin around while colours with different pens are added, thus creating perfect circles in varying shades. With liquid colours circles with a corona like look or splattered drops can be achieved.

    a spin drawing created with felt-tipped pens in two different shades of green and sienna coloured acrylic paint

    I chose felt-tipped pens in two different shades of green and sienna coloured acrylic paint. The outcome reminds me of green gems.

  • diamond skull

    defying death
    with riches
    born from dust
    matured over aeons
    wrested from their earthly homes
    to be cut
    and polished
    until they shine
    as bright as the stars

    Wikipedia: Damien Hirst “For the Love of God”