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Author: Si’ar Siyu

  • out of order

    shattered
    broken
    in pieces
    no clue
    can't repair
    worthless seams
    torn apart
    scattered
    fragments
    dissolved
    not to be fixed

  • art history

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    the original
    (late gothic)
    the one and only, took months to create

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    the copy
    (mid modernism)
    there are quite a few, each produced in a couple of weeks

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    the reinterpretation
    (early postmodernism)
    printed on demand, available in our gift shop

  • Review week 50/2025

    Grateful

    • Enjoyed an exhibition I wanted to visit for over a month.

    Failure

    • Had difficulty sleeping a few nights in a row this week and was nearly constantly tired.

    Take Away/Doing Next

    • Trying some relaxation exercises and putting out some relaxing fragrance before going to bed.

  • talkimals

    blah blah blah

    baa baa baaaa

    meh     meh

    caw caw caw

    ribbit       ribbit

    mooo

    meow meow purr

    woof woof

    oink

    cock-a-doodle-doo

  • the bane of every sleep

    urging to get up
    to find the place
    where everything goes
    no consideration
    for the implications
    on the sleeper's needs
    deaf to any bargaining
    immune to most reasoning
    resistant to all opposing forces
    master of the cognitive
    usurper of the higher functions
    in the end gaining the upper hand

  • exploring the world

    soaring high
    feeling the wind
    under the wings
    greeting birds
    catching currents
    cursing planes
    traveling through air
    visiting lands
    marveling at the sea
    being free
    going wherever
    wanting to

  • add title here

    the blank mind
    does not know what to write
    everything sounds hollow and empty
    the blank page
    does dare to be written upon
    menacing on the screen
    the deadline
    does remind of the delivery
    coming nearer with every passing day

  • Review week 49/2025

    Grateful

    • I’m grateful for all the support I get during this trying and demanding time.

    Failure

    • Yet another incident at the office which left me completely drained resulting in the need for more sleep than usual because of sheer exhaustion.

    Take Away/Doing Next

    • Together with my colleague set priorities and focus on them before I leave the company.

  • sickshrooms

    I don't eat 'shrooms
    because they'll make me sick
    I hate their slimy texture
    and their tasteless meat
    they'll either make me puke
    or everything feels fuzzy
    but even worse are those
    which make things appear
    so I don't eat 'shrooms
    because they'll make me sick

  • me am loss self identity

    shock
    I restarted my browser
    and now all my tabs are gone
    what happened?
    how can I access all the important stuff?
    where is my life?
    without my data I'm nothing
    how should I know who I am without the world telling me?
    how could I loose myself?
    maybe I've got a backup?
    nope, nothing's here
    not a single trace remains
    wait, there it is
    in the browser's chronic
    I can see glimpses of myself
    tab by tab
    I'm reopening my life
    wondering if I ever would be the same person again