shattered
broken in pieces
lying around
pieces
of an identity
long lost
expectations
for this life
taken away
consumed
by the hunger
for growth
living
only to work
paying bills
shattered
broken in pieces
lying around
pieces
of an identity
long lost
expectations
for this life
taken away
consumed
by the hunger
for growth
living
only to work
paying bills
falling silently
covering everything in a white blanket
heralding more to come
— first snow of the year
untouched landscape
glistening in the sun
beckoning to play
— snowy landscape
sleeping
taking a long needed rest
regenerating
— regeneration
annoying
half of the day gone by
nothing accomplished
— frustration
we were dreamers
we could do anything
we were the center of the world
we grew up
we had to pay bills
we took up responsibilities
we lost our dreams
we left behind our freedom
we grew tired
we worked
we consumed
we died
nearly everyone makes them
most remember them
barely anyone keeps them
why do we make them?
when they are hardly remembered
and rarely kept?
are they an illusion?
a trick of the brain
to make us feel better?
the best resolutions are
those not made because
these are the only ones kept
A happy new year, assuming you live in a part of the world using the Gregorian calendar! 🎉 In either case a happy day to you! And since I always like learning about other cultures I would be delighted to learn when and how your country celebrates the new year 😀
Now to the 2025 review. I started this blog in July 2025 as part of a two month PACT to try out this concept. I had no expectations and no specific goals. At that time I also didn’t exactly know what I was going to write about 😅
Half a year later, there are over 150 published posts. Most of them in the category “poetry” (85) followed by “weekly review” (26) and “wordplay” (14). The currently top three most frequent used tags are “life” (30), “haiku” (24) and “observation” (17). With over 260 likes, resulting in a big hearty THANK YOU! 🥰
Never even in my wildest dreams did I imagine such an amazing outcome, when I started this blog. You really blew my mind here 🤯 🥳
As for the evaluation, not only does creative writing help me vent frustration, it also gives me an opportunity to play around with words resulting in the occasional fun and nonsensical post. Additionally, the blog gives my non-digital creative works a platform for a wider audience, like my beadworks or pictures. Although at the time of this writing there is just one picture 🤔
Proceeding to a quick outlook for the year 2026. I don’t intend to write a “to-do” or “what to expect” list. Instead I write a list of things interesting to explore, which might or might not happen over the course of the next year. And to make this even more interesting, I’m thinking about comparing this list with what actually happened in the review for 2026.
So, here is what intrigues me to explore over the next 12 months, in no particular order:
In summary, a lot happened over the last 6 months and I expect there is more yet to come for this year 😁
Thank you for being with me on this wonderful, creative journey 🥰 and I hope you continue to enjoy your visits in 2026.
There is no better date for a two month evaluation than the end of the year. Except when the months in question are in the middle of the year. Then it would be just the end of a month and not for a whole year. So, let’s see how these last two months were and what to make of it 😄
I’m still content with the headings for my weekly reviews. They give me an opportunity to pause and reflect and if necessary to take action for any course correction needed. 🧭 Again, I will keep them for the next two months and have another evaluation at the end of February 2026.
On a side note, while looking for a ship emoji depicting an old wooden ship with sails I could use in the paragraph above – why doesn’t this emoji exist? – I found an UFO emoji. And since I can’t think of anything warranting such an emoji right now but also feel an urge to use one, because it is an UFO emoji, I place it right here 🛸
My current publishing routine with a weekly review on Sunday and creative content from Monday through Thursday works quite well for me. Therefore I also see no need for adjustments right now.
For me writing is a way to deal with the stress that originates from my workplace and the fact that I simultaneously attend challenging study courses. It helps with processing the frustrations stemming from constant misgendering and other indignities I’m enduring at the office.
On a positive note 🎵, writing allows me to explore new styles and concepts. It lets me unleash part of my creativity, that has been bottled up for a long time. Also, it helps improving my English 😁
Thank you for joining me on this awesome journey 🚀🎆🪂